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Friday, May 29, 2009

Sometimes, when u keep doing smth, it realli bcomes a habit and u'll find it difficult or mayb, weird, when u're nt doing it. It may seem lyk an excuse, but nah, tts wat i feel. I haf to admit, tt im not a realli gd gal or wateva angel. i skip lects and stuffs liddat but yea, who cares. This wk, is my so-called, revison lect. I wanted to go for all my lects tis wk, but obviously, i failed to do so. I jux feel tt its unnecessary to go lects, and find it a waste of tym. Well, i dunno y.

Ytd was my jap presentation. I rmbed the date for my jap wrongly as last wk and by right, i shd haf plently of tym to prepare for it. As usual, i went thru my stuffs at the last min, when im in class. Gt tis guy once told me, hey cheryl, ur character is mre lyk a guy in some ways, compared to a gal. So im lyk, why? The reply was, cux gals usually always chiong hw, quite hardwrking, seldom last min. Hmmm, wateva. Who says gals mux be hardwrking? Who says gals mux always plan? Guys, keep expecting so much frm gals. no offence=].

Anyway, jux nw, i tot, i wanted to be a gd gal. So after i came back frm sch, after bathing and stuffs,i took out my operation management notes and lie on my sofa. At first, i was able to focus. But at the next moment, i found myself thinkin of random stuffs lyk, wat shd i wear tml, wat tym shd i start using the com blabla. Den, my mother came, she was lyk, eh, nvr go use com meh? ltr test ar. So i replied, nah, monday. Next, she said, monday u nw study? so guai? im gng strike 4d tonite. Ahhh, wateva. Even my mother also noe me for my last min wrk. So yea, i guess, i'll stick to last min wrk cux its nt realli a bad thing also. Its jux me=]. So nw, im here using my com. Wasted my tym when i could haf jux played my game.

Just ME ;

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I feel that the weather nwadays is so humid and shitty. Keep sweating and haf to bath frequently to keep myself cool (3-4tyms a day). Feel so tired and i do wish i can jux lie on my bed in my air con room without having to do anything else. I think also bcux of the hot weather, i get pissed off easily. My exams are starting next wk, yet, i havent start on anything. I kept saying tt mid-sem is nt impt and the next moment, i'll be playing my games. I seriously do need motivations and determinations to get started. Wat am i supposed to do nw, or rather, how shd i get myself to start studying, or at least start readin some of my notes.

Just ME ;

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Ytd, i managed to finish up my projects, get some of my notes, and today, im gng to finish up my management science tutorial today (damn,such a gd gal) cux i gt interest in tt sub and another reason is tt i can leave earlier if i complete it. Also, wat made my day ytd was i managed to solve the internet prob, gt most of the stuffs set up in my laptop and yea, damn, im smart. Hee. Things seem to be gng the way i wan and hw i wish it continues liddat.

Just ME ;

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I realized i gt many things tt i've nt done and it keeps dragging cux im jux too lazy to do anything abt it. Slacking, playing and relaxing all the time, isnt it gd? Yes, it is, but sadly, i cant do tt all the tym. So, i made today my self-declared hol and tried to settle my stuffs. For jux sch wrk itself, i gt my jap project presentation tis thurs, lscm project due next wk, print my notes, and lots of tutorials to do. Dunno y, but im quite enthu to finish up my stuffs today and hopefully, tis 'enthu' mood will last.

Just ME ;

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Woot, changed my ezlink and collected my fujitsu laptop today =]. Its heavy plus my bag, but yea, its was worth it. After i gt my laptop, my mum came asking me, why did u get a laptop for? Hmm, i haf a desktop and by rite, a laptop is nt realli needed cux i'll use it for games and nth else. But yea, i think i bought it cux, i wanted one, nth else =x.

Just ME ;

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Im feeling kinda moody, confused and at the same tym, hungry and tired. Well, i didnt go for my tutorials today cux i dont feel lyk. Im trying to change the habit of doing things by my mood, cux its bad and, its kinda hard to get the right mood to do the right things. But tts nt the onli reason y i didnt go to sch. Anyway, i've been playin dota since the morning and haf nt eaten anything. Im nt a dota addict or wateva, cux i do haf a limit when im playin. Jux tt, smt, i tend to think alot and dota-ing prevents me frm doing tt. I'll also be happy if i win and yea, managed to win almost all today, so im feeling much beta than morning. I saw smth ytd, smth which made me think for the whole nite. I tried persuading myself tt im thinkin too much, but cant help but to think even mre. Life itself has no meaning. We learn to study, wrk for money, and in the end, its all for nth. Adding on all the probs and obstacles faced, its onli makes life mre meaningless and stressful. Nvm, shall go find smth to eat and dont worry, i'll b fine soon =].

Just ME ;

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

I had this realli funny dream. I wouldnt call it a nitemare cux i dont find it scary. Well, i dreamt tt i was on this cool car with my sis. It looks like a normal car, but wat makes it cool is tt pple cant break in the car, meaning, it cant be destroy, smash, damage or watever. The next thing i saw was, the car was moving on tis island whereby its kinda surrounded by zombies. We were moving forward until jason appeared with an axe trying to get us, den i woke up. (U'll noe who jason is if u watched friday the 13th). Nice show thou. Smts, i'll get these kinda weird dreams tt are unlikely to happen. I imagined, wat if it realli happens, hmm, sound cool huh? Hee.

Just ME ;

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Ytd, i almost gt bang by a car twice, but fortunately, i was lucky =]. Den i wondered, wat if one day im nt tt lucky, will i haf any regrets if i die. Well, we onli live once. Isnt it beta to do watever we wan, live everyday as if there is no tml, rather than to stress ourselves with studies and doing things tt we do nt wish to? Yea, i think so =].

Just ME ;

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Have u ever wondered wat u're gng to do if ur hp is nt wrking or lost? Damm, my hp spoilt today morning and im lyk jialat, no hp gg. Hp is lyk a mux-haf kind of item to me. I dunno why, but yea, im used to having it with me. Managed to get a spare phone but its nt sumsung, so had probs using it. Damm sian, for no reason, my hp spoil.

Just ME ;