Friday, December 17, 2010
FML FML FML. So sick and tired of everything. Everything seem so fked up that i don even noe whats wrong. I mean, lyk, usually, im nt worried or stress up with things pple usually will. For eg. studies-exams, no, im nt worried. love, don even need to mention, cux i don realli bother abt it. Money, nt an issue either. Family? friends? dota? no. no. no. What else? Everything seems to be alright but im feeling so fked up. Fking contradicting. Perhaps im tired or pms or whatever, i jux feel lyk slping and nt waking up. I don haf the mood to do anything, no nt even playing. Damn nerd. I wanna whine soo much, but yet again, i don feel lyk doing it. Whatever. FML.
Just ME ;
Thursday, December 2, 2010
In life, we do encounter lots of obstacles, factors tt stop us from continuing to work towards our goal, stuffs tt bring us down, things that demoralizes us, people tt make our life miserable and of cux, nt forgetting, the happy moments which makes our life worth living for. Life has lots of ups and downs. It is unpredictable. What mux happen, will eventually happen. Whenever something happen, it may nt necessarily happen for a reason. But I can say, there’s definitely a positive and negative point of view. It jux depends on HW U LOOK AT IT.
Shit do happen. Esp when u didnt expect it to. Well, we cant do much abt it can we? I do believe that ders such a thing called fate. But im nt talking abt the fate which brings pple tgt and stuffs liddat in fact, the fate which im talking abt nw is --> fate meaning the things that are planned for us. Definition: Fate is an event or a course of events that will inevitably happen in the future or the supposed force or power that predetermines events. Of course, i do believe that we can make changes. Like for eg, if u're born to be poor, u may nt necessarily be poor forever. Things tt 'fate' have in placed for us will eventually happen, but its the choices we make tt changes our life and destiny.
Anyway, back to the purpose of this post. Something happened which makes me go W-T-F-U-K, F-M-L. U noe, lyk the kind of feeling whereby u wish the law changes to like for murdering someone is jux a $1 fine so tt u can jux do it, like right nw. (jux kidding) For those of u who noe, yea. For those who dont, its okie, its nt smth great to be spread ard either. After reading my blog, i bet i'll haf a few conver asking me abt wat happened. Sometimes, the reason why i don tell is becux basically 1.im too lazy to repeat all over again. 2. Don see a need to. 3.I don find ur advice helpful. 4.im getting over it, so i don wanna mention. Im not criticizing or whatever, but still, I'd like to thx those who care in advance. Realli. Appreciated. =D
Like what i've mentioned earlier on, there are 2 ways for me to look at it. --> Negative & Positive.
Negative --> I'll whine. I'll complain. I'll be sad. I'll even think of hw sad my life is, shd i end it or wat. Like FML FML FML. *whines* I can hide at one corner and cry. Feel so afraid and perhaps do nth but emo again. I can blame, blame my parents, blame anyone, or even blame myself for what i also dunno. Or perhaps, i'll think of murdering tt person. (Obviously im jux thinking, like duh. im nt so dumb to ruin my life)
Positive --> Guess wat, im attractive. woot. Im worth wasting time for (For some strangers who i don even haf an idea they exist, and some weirdo). Im worth it. And guess wat, this actually made me boost up my own confident. Confident = winning 50% of the battle. Having confident = mre attractive. Heard before? (okie no link) I can get almost anything i wan, be it pple or things- anything. Hw does tt sound? =O Im talented. I may nt be fking smart, but well, at least, im smart enuff to handle situations like this. Last but nt least, at least i noe i gt pple to care for me, pple who will support and help me if i need. =D
See the difference.? Its always beta to look on the bright side. For eg, you'd of cux, rather an optimistic friend than a one who is pessimistic rite. Take for instance, u jux came out from a exam room and the test is kinda difficult. U're worried tt u'll fail. Friend A. --> says, GG the test sure fail, die sure jialat, hw fail liao FAIL FAIL FAIL. Fail tgt. *whines* Friend B. --> says, Why worry? Why think so much.? U did ur best, u wont fail. PASS FTW. we shall pass tgt! *cheers* Which is beta?
Being optimistic not only influences the mood of others, it also increases ur lvl of confidence. If i were to look at negative side all the time, hey, guess wat, my life will be fking miserable. With soo many shitty stuffs i've encountered before, i can guarantee i'll be an emo freak tt has potential risk of committing sucide and whines all day.
With tt, i've whine/complain/said all i wan. It happened ytd, but today, well right nw, yes, im sooo happy. I gt wat i wanted. I managed to get things to turn out the way i wanted, the ideal outcome. Like what i've said, i may nt be so god damn smart, but yea, at least i handled it properly and im proud of myself. I love myself =D Things arent tt bad all the time, it depends on hw we see it. Another purpose of this post is also to encourage one of my friend to cheer up and think positively. (I noe smth happened which made u kinda sad). If u're reading my blog (i noe u'll be), heyy smile. U noe who u are =D
Sooo, to end off, lets all look on the bright side shall we. =D This suddenly reminds me of a song tt goes "always look on the briiighhhttt side of life~~~~" <--- Damn random. HAHAH.
Just ME ;
