Cheryl

2010-12-17T20:41:00.002+08:00

FML FML FML. So sick and tired of everything. Everything seem so fked up that i don even noe whats wrong. I mean, lyk, usually, im nt worried or stress up with things pple usually will. For eg. studies-exams, no, im nt worried. love, don even need to mention, cux i don realli bother abt it. Money, nt an issue either. Family? friends? dota? no. no. no. What else? Everything seems to be alright but im feeling so fked up. Fking contradicting. Perhaps im tired or pms or whatever, i jux feel lyk slping and nt waking up. I don haf the mood to do anything, no nt even playing. Damn nerd. I wanna whine soo much, but yet again, i don feel lyk doing it. Whatever. FML.

2010-12-02T10:12:00.002+08:00

In life, we do encounter lots of obstacles, factors tt stop us from continuing to work towards our goal, stuffs tt bring us down, things that demoralizes us, people tt make our life miserable and of cux, nt forgetting, the happy moments which makes our life worth living for. Life has lots of ups and downs. It is unpredictable. What mux happen, will eventually happen. Whenever something happen, it may nt necessarily happen for a reason. But I can say, there’s definitely a positive and negative point of view. It jux depends on HW U LOOK AT IT.

Shit do happen. Esp when u didnt expect it to. Well, we cant do much abt it can we? I do believe that ders such a thing called fate. But im nt talking abt the fate which brings pple tgt and stuffs liddat in fact, the fate which im talking abt nw is --> fate meaning the things that are planned for us. Definition: Fate is an event or a course of events that will inevitably happen in the future or the supposed force or power that predetermines events. Of course, i do believe that we can make changes. Like for eg, if u're born to be poor, u may nt necessarily be poor forever. Things tt 'fate' have in placed for us will eventually happen, but its the choices we make tt changes our life and destiny.

Anyway, back to the purpose of this post. Something happened which makes me go W-T-F-U-K, F-M-L. U noe, lyk the kind of feeling whereby u wish the law changes to like for murdering someone is jux a $1 fine so tt u can jux do it, like right nw. (jux kidding) For those of u who noe, yea. For those who dont, its okie, its nt smth great to be spread ard either. After reading my blog, i bet i'll haf a few conver asking me abt wat happened. Sometimes, the reason why i don tell is becux basically 1.im too lazy to repeat all over again. 2. Don see a need to. 3.I don find ur advice helpful. 4.im getting over it, so i don wanna mention. Im not criticizing or whatever, but still, I'd like to thx those who care in advance. Realli. Appreciated. =D

Like what i've mentioned earlier on, there are 2 ways for me to look at it. --> Negative & Positive.
Negative --> I'll whine. I'll complain. I'll be sad. I'll even think of hw sad my life is, shd i end it or wat. Like FML FML FML. *whines* I can hide at one corner and cry. Feel so afraid and perhaps do nth but emo again. I can blame, blame my parents, blame anyone, or even blame myself for what i also dunno. Or perhaps, i'll think of murdering tt person. (Obviously im jux thinking, like duh. im nt so dumb to ruin my life)
Positive --> Guess wat, im attractive. woot. Im worth wasting time for (For some strangers who i don even haf an idea they exist, and some weirdo). Im worth it. And guess wat, this actually made me boost up my own confident. Confident = winning 50% of the battle. Having confident = mre attractive. Heard before? (okie no link) I can get almost anything i wan, be it pple or things- anything. Hw does tt sound? =O Im talented. I may nt be fking smart, but well, at least, im smart enuff to handle situations like this. Last but nt least, at least i noe i gt pple to care for me, pple who will support and help me if i need. =D

See the difference.? Its always beta to look on the bright side. For eg, you'd of cux, rather an optimistic friend than a one who is pessimistic rite. Take for instance, u jux came out from a exam room and the test is kinda difficult. U're worried tt u'll fail. Friend A. --> says, GG the test sure fail, die sure jialat, hw fail liao FAIL FAIL FAIL. Fail tgt. *whines* Friend B. --> says, Why worry? Why think so much.? U did ur best, u wont fail. PASS FTW. we shall pass tgt! *cheers* Which is beta?

Being optimistic not only influences the mood of others, it also increases ur lvl of confidence. If i were to look at negative side all the time, hey, guess wat, my life will be fking miserable. With soo many shitty stuffs i've encountered before, i can guarantee i'll be an emo freak tt has potential risk of committing sucide and whines all day.

With tt, i've whine/complain/said all i wan. It happened ytd, but today, well right nw, yes, im sooo happy. I gt wat i wanted. I managed to get things to turn out the way i wanted, the ideal outcome. Like what i've said, i may nt be so god damn smart, but yea, at least i handled it properly and im proud of myself. I love myself =D Things arent tt bad all the time, it depends on hw we see it. Another purpose of this post is also to encourage one of my friend to cheer up and think positively. (I noe smth happened which made u kinda sad). If u're reading my blog (i noe u'll be), heyy smile. U noe who u are =D

Sooo, to end off, lets all look on the bright side shall we. =D This suddenly reminds me of a song tt goes "always look on the briiighhhttt side of life~~~~" <--- Damn random. HAHAH.

2010-11-30T09:27:00.005+08:00

Nobody likes to lose. Some may say that they don mind, but tts for the minority. Of cux, I love to win. I hate to lose. I hate to lose, much more than I love to win.

Losing, to me, basically means that u're weak, u're nt up to the standard, u're noob and u're a l-o-s-e-r. People look down on the losers, look up to the winners. Thats life. (When i say this, i don specifically mean gaming onli, i mean in general).

For example. In sports or activities. People will only rmb the winners. Idolize them. Reward them. Recognize them. Inspire to be like them. Have you ever seen anyone hoping to be someone that loses? Sad to say, but no.

Just like dota, whenever theres a conflict or smth, u'll hear pple saying things like "Nt happy lai pk la", "don talk so much, u get ur 5" or "come 1v1"? Den after the match, usually, the winning team will BM the losing team. Den of course, the 'losers' will LL and keep quiet. Well, they cant do much can they? Imagine losing and someone still go ahead saying "win means pro meh? u noob stfu". <-- Throwing his face, ps ttm. It jux onli show hw 'nerd' he is. If losing to a team who is so-called noob, den it makes tt person even worst? O.O sometimes, pple nvr use their brain when they talk, and they become a JOKE.

In most cases, losing = no pride. Would you rather pple to see u as someone who is 'wow, pro' or 'eh? tt loser?'.? Like in compy, when i see someone owning, i'll think 'wah zai', den again, when i see someone tio own i;ll think 'wtfuk? joke?' Seriously, its not abt being mean or whatever but in most cases, its liddat. Take for instance, if u dunno this person and if you see him owning, well, there are 2 possibilities. 1. He is a pro. 2. opponent noob. Honestly, no one will be thinking, wtfuk. he own he noob ar? <-- if someone thinks tt way, den tt person is a joke.

Pool, dota, sing or whatever i do, i'll aim to be the best (among my friends, nt those world champion like duh?) Im not saying that im soo damn pro, but at least, i can say, im nt a noob. <-- sounds confident Hehe =D. If i try something and i noe its so nt 'me' (meaning i wont be able to train until the above average standard and can onli stay as a noob), i'll give it up. For example, counter strike. I used to play this game hmmm, prob few years back, cant realli rmb. But anyway, I find myself damn noob =x I tried playing for awhile to see if i can improve on it or whatever, but fail. HAHAH. So i gave up playing cs. The reason why i fail is basically cux, i cant aim. zzz. Whenever i see the enemy coming towards me, i'll be like, wtfuk, gg --> boom, die. Usually pple will be able to aim, shoot, run. But i dunno why i cant. GG. =< So ya, i was saying, i rather gif it up, than to be a joke.

This reminds me abt smth. In gaming, majority of them are guys. Actually i dunno why. Whenever i asked my friends, they will say tt they are nt interested, or its too 'boyish', too difficult to learn or too complicated. Some say its kinda boring and shopping is much beta. Gals shd doll up, find ways to get prettier and so they shd shop shop shop. Hmmm, true to a certain extend? I wont go on saying out my views and stuffs cux im lazy to blog soo long (prob some other time when i gt nth to blog) =x

So ya, i was saying, when guys noe that the person is a gal, usually they will haf either one of these perception. 1. Wow, cool. 2. wtfuk, sure weak. 3. gal nia so?
2. wtfuk, sure weak. <-- i hate such guys. I've encountered quite a few situations liddat, and yes, its damn annoying. If gals = weak, den ur mother also weak ok. If ur mother is weak, she wouldnt be able to gif birth to u. So, seriously, guys, don think tt way. Im nt trying to promote tt gals are fking zai or whatever, but still, having such a thinking is damn nerd.

Anyway, the main purpose of this post is not to look down on losers or whatever. Those are jux my opinions (well at least what i think for myself). Whenever i lose badly, i'll think tt way. But this does nt necessarily apply to the people i noe. In life/match/game/compy or whatever u call it, there will always be a winner, and losers. Its okie to lose, but nt all the time. Learn from mistakes, pick up valuable lessons from losing, put in effort to improve, work hard and be a winner. =D

2010-11-25T14:07:00.005+08:00

My attachment is about to end in 1 day + 1 week time. 11 weeks of SIP, so fast, its gonna end. To be honest, it doesnt realli matter to me. During my SIP, i was given quite a few task, so yes, its kinda slack. My supervisor is nt those kind who will keep controlling, keep looking at you, make sure u do ur wrk and stuffs liddat. (He is a busy man). As such, i'll tend to take longer lunch. (lets hope tt he doesnt noe, or at least, don mark me down badly when evaluating) HEHE. I feel kinda guilty but its okie, cux even if im back early, i'll be stonning. My working place is quite comfy <--(supervisor table ok )If i don haf to wake up early (prob start wrk at 12), the company enable fb, youtube and stuffs and i can end a little bit earlier( 4 liddat), hey, i wouldnt mind having 'nvr-ending' SIP. HAHAH. Okie. i shall stop dreaming. zzz

Anyway, I printed out my timetable. Yes. My school/lesson timetable. Instead of feeling 'enthu' and excited to go back to school, I tot of which lesson to skip. WTFUK. HAHAH. Gosh. I feel damn bad. Why will i think of such things. My sis and even my bro started studying and go for all lectures and stuffs but i keep thinking which one can i skip. I rmb when i saw my bro and sis studying, i said this " Wow, so guai. When i start school, i'll join u guys". Den my sis shoot me she said " Yaya, i hear u say alot of tyms liao". <--- Jitao don gif face one. =< Habit, mindset, lazyness, character or watever. GG. Hopeless. But ehhh, i say hopeless doesnt mean im dumb and stupid ttm until gt no hope okie. Hopeless in a sense tt, i shd gif up trying to be a gd student who attends lecture, do daily revision and tutorials. But overall, my grades are still gd okie. (at least all pass hor). Sooo, nvm. Lets wait for school to start den i'll see my mood and do things accordingly. =D (Mayb one day i suddenly gt the mood to study den i study whole day. Well, whoo knows?)Heheh.

Random random. I was surfing the net (for info to do my report) and i dunno why, i suddenly click and entered this page which has tis realli cute guy. LEE MIN HO. YES. He is the korean guy who acted in one of the Korean drama (Boys over flowers). Den there is another guy Kim Hyun Joong, also a Korean, who acted in the same show too. (If u guys dunno who izzit, go Google it). I wanna add in another guy. NO. He is nt a Korean. And YES, i guess most of u would haf guessed it. He is LEE HOM WOOOOOOOOOOTT. Seriously, in this world, gt pple soo perfect de meh? Gosh. Don ask me name out why i find him so gd cux seriously, it will be nvr ending <-- k la, abit kua zhang. But Still, Perfect~. Repeat after me, P-e-r-f-e-c-t~ Perfect~. Looks, talent, body. Jux this 3 things. OWN UNTIL HOLYSHIT ALREADY OK. 6 Divine also cant win. HAHAH. (I DAMN BO LIAO I ADMIT). My bf. hehe. k la. i don bhb already. I wanted to continue to post about my ideal bf (realistic one), but im kinda lazy to think and elaborate so perhaps another day.

In my opinion. Note: i already said MY OPINION k. Don ltr u read liao come msn shoot me say, wtfuk whr gt such things, u nonsense blablabla. I feel that Korean/Taiwan guys haf the best looks. [Celebrities] (Korean guys look damn cute and hot, Taiwan guys gt this 'pai kia' and cool look) Japanese guys are mesmerizing. Perhaps its their culture or wat (most da nan ren), they tend to haf this 'man' aura/personality/appearance/impression. Ang moh veri gentleman. (for eg, quite a few times when getting off the bus, the ang moh will offer to let the gal walk first). China guys veri noisy. Blangla guys gt this 'tiko' look. I don mean to criticize ok, but tts wat i feel. (i kana stalked by blanglas before). And of cause not forgetting sg guys --> depends. hahah. Actually nt much comment. =x Normal ba. Some realli gd, some realli kns.

Soo, with this, i shall stop here. (I suddenly damn lazy to blog, feel lyk stonning)
O.O

2010-11-24T10:04:00.014+08:00

I wanna whine.!

Okie, firstly, i saw this news on stomp. "China woman crushing rabbits and cats to death". I bet most of you guys saw that too. In case u didnt, heres the link. http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/caught_in_the_act/498066/women_laugh_as_they_crush_bunnies_to_death_why_are.html Then again, i saw another stomp post which says, they were paid to do it. Wtfuk? Seriously lor. Those rabbits so cute and innocent, why on earth would anyone pay someone to do such a retarded act.? I didnt watch the video. K. I admit. Im afraid to watch it cux i think it will be damn gross and saddening. Realli leii. Fk those china woman and people involved in it lor. I hope they die. No. Wait. Not jux die. Before they die, they kana raped by 10 blanglas who havent bath for 100days and ltr the body kana chop into 1000 pieces to feed dogs. Zzz.

Next. Today, i was on my way to work. I already woke up late, soo i was rushing and stuffs liddat. Not a realli gd morning to start off. Den nvm. I was walking to the bus stop at bedok inter to take bus. Den hor. Gt this fat lady wearing heels walking in front of me. She walk damn slow. Den nvm lei. Using HP sms-ing. Still, nvm lei. (cux sometimes i also sms and walk and the same time) But at least, she could haf jux walk to one side or smth and not in the middle rite? Soo, i tried to walk in front of her cux seriously la, she walk damn slow. i think my grandmother walk also faster. I walk left, she move slightly to the left, den i wanna go right, she move also. Realli. I NVR LIE. Den yes, i rage and purposely say, HAIYA, den jux walk and bang dao her hand or smth. Don say me rude k. But realli lor, she think the place her father or grandfather one izzit. Worst still, pple wan walk she don gif way. like hi? joke.

Den another thing. Why some pple so damn bo liao one? Like nt gentleman or whatever. This was wat happened ytd. I was playing draft game at Cwr 2. We had this super retarded opponent. HAHAH. Read on, u'll know why i HAHAH. K. I was lagging. So, i paused the game. Den i typed to all saying " wo hen lag. can tunnel.?" Then gt this opponent said smth lyk " can don anyhow pause anot. can inform or wat first zzz" Den i say, "i damn lag, by the time i inform my hero auto move in front liao". Den this retarded shit tell me. " THAN?" PCB. Fking fail serious. Its not than, it shd be "then?" Then the host and his friend start to guai lan, lyk say u lag my prob or? (of course, my friends also helped me scold them back). K fine. FINE. So the game resumed. Den blablabla. We played on. Abt 15mins or smth, the game kinda changed to 1 sided. OF COURSE, we were winning =D. MY TEAM DE RK HOLYSHIT LEI. The rest support damn zai, farm also damn gd. Like hi.? Wan guai lan also wait until win den gl rite. So YES, AS EXPECTED, WE ALL GANG UP TO GUAI LAN DEM BACK. esp the guy who 'THAN?' me one. His nick is Art^style or smth. ( Next time u see him in cwr 2 and lf last don gif him k) muahahahah. super evil. Den the rest i forget. Starting i already don lyk tt guy. Cux my friend told me mayb he is the Axis Thisisart or smth, but nt sure. And if u guys noe, Yes. HE fking bm me before, and well, i did it too. =D Soooo, We all kinda gang up and shoot them all the way. DAMN FUN I SWEAR. ESP WHEN U SHOOT UNTIL THEY LL. THEY DIAM DIAM. THEY NTH TO SAY. WOOOOOOTTT. Then one of them said, can ff. GG. so in the end, i win? NO. IS WON. HEHE. song bo. kk. i shall stop zi high-ing. NOTE: nvr offend a gal k. =D

Im not trying to say tt im a gal, so they mux gif in to me or whatever. But still, even if im a guy, lyk hi? the most basic courtesy will be at least to wait awhile, tunnel or some shit den ask me try to see if lag anot rite? Lyk fking ungentleman. I think they noe im gal, so like wat? GALS EASY TO BULLY IZZIT? fk ni mama lor. JOKE. Luckily, i gt friends to support me and help me. Woot. <3 =DDDDD soo, yes, i gt the last laugh. Okie la, i noe its kinda childish or whatever, but if pple don bm me, i wont bm them. I peaceful one ok. Like since when u see me typing on chat flaming or scolding random pple for nth? No rite? yes, i can say NO. cux im nt tt bo liao. neither am i a bmer. Most of the time, those pple jux find trouble for nth. Lots of tym already. But anyway, who caresss. Most of the time, i win. woot.

Since my mood is gd, after thinking of tt, i shall blog some happy stuffs. =D Today, when i go to wrk, (actually not today onli, its most of the tym), when i enter, those wrkers or drivers will lyk HI, GD MORNING den smile at me. Of course, i'll smile back. Im friendly ok. Den today this supervisor and 3 wrkers standing tgt wave at me and hiii. HAHAH. so cute. seriously, damn funny. What a nice and warm welcome to the office. =D Next, this aunty, she made coffee for me. O.O Den, I gt this breakfast which my mother put in the effort to wake up early in the morning to toast for me so i can bring to wrk. Aww. so nice can. Cux she noe, im lazy. I'd rather slp than eat. And she scare tt i'll be hungry so she toasted bread or smth for me to bring to wrk. =D. Slp > Play > Eat. I can play whole day and not eat, and i can slp whole day and not play and eat. HEHE. (some reading this confirm say i pig). Nahh, u guys pig also.!

Im so contented with my life nw. With the Care, concern and support received. Yes. I wanna remain liddat man. There are little things and obstacles that will knock us down in life, but hey, if it happens, jux get back up, think of the happy stuffs, cux soon, it'll be beta. So pple, lets stay happy shall we? =D

2010-11-16T16:30:00.008+08:00

Okie. let me start off with some random stuffs --> Im feeling damn cold! Its raining heavily outside plus aircon inside the office and im wearing a thin shirt. DAMN COLD AH. And also damn tired. If i haf my bolster nw, i swear i'd fall aslp. Ytd night i dreamt that pudge( a dota hero) chasing me and trying to hook me and rot me to death. Jux when the pudge was abt to come close to me or smth, my mother woke me up. HEHE. So slpy uh. When i sleep really well, I get more slpy. When i think of stuffs and cant get to slp that well, i wont feel so slpy. Weird huh?

Okie thats not the main purpose of blogging. Today, I wanna blog abt 2 things. My goal and future. o.o sounds chim rite. or shd i say, sounds wrong. WHAT? ME TALKING ABT FUTURE? When i don even plan shit. HAHAH.

Okie. firstly --> Goal. Previously, i don have a goal. yeah. not even once. Perhaps the best will be hoping to pass or smth, but no, i don consider that as a goal. Now my goal, win dota compy.! (at least 3rd) i noe its kinda difficult cux der are lotsss of PROs out der, but yes, if a goal is easy to get, it wont be challenging. The dota compy which i joined, i lost. =< Seriously, we could haf won it. But tt day, i damn stress and dunno doing wat shit, so kept making mistakes. Damn burden. HAHAH. If i can play the way i play at home (focus, concentrate), those mistakes can be avoided. Emo uh. But its okie. I'll try again. I used to say to my friends, If u think u can, u can. Hopefully uh. ( Actually i say to motivate them, but its easy to say, yet hard to do it. =x)

Quite a no.of my friends told me before, Hey, i think you shd start planning what u wanna do or study instead on jux playing (dota, shop, all kinds). Some said, dota is useless, I shd stop it. Bcux of dota, (1)i neglected studies, (2)don haf a bf, (3)rage and emo over a game at times, (4)don haf tt much time for friends.

I wanna explain uh. (1) I DON neglect studies bcux of dota, jux that im a last min person and even if i don play, i'll wait till the last min den i'll study. No y. Thats jux me. (2) Pple say that find bf to spend time with, well, since i gt dota, i don see a need to. 0.0 For me, i don realli put love in the first place. Interest> love. If i haf a bf and he doesnt support me in what i do, i don see a need to continue on. I believe that what is meant to be, will be. So no point rushing. (3) ya. true. but nw, i seldom rage and emo over a game as compared to last time uh. Even if i do, it will be for awhile only. (4) I'll still meet my friends up for shopping, singing and stuffs liddat when free, so its still okie. Well, my friends gt their bf to acc too, so i gt my dota?? or others friends. o.o

True. Playing dota cant make money and help in the future or whatever. But the joy from winning a game cannot be bought with money too. I wanna win. I love winning so much that if i happen to, i'll be realli happy. Yet, I hate losing more than i love to win. Contradicting? i think so too. So ya. that explains. But im quite glad that some friends do support me. muahahah.

Okie next, future. Future- work? marriage? To be honest, even until now i dunno what will i be wrking as when i graduate. time passes so quickly that hey, im left with 2 wks of attachment and 4 months more to graduate from poly. I gt no other interest soo even thou hw hard i try to plan/think what i wanna do, i cant =<. But okie la. Maybe i'll just get those few months contract job den keep changing here and der. Marriage? Wtfuk. I cannot imagine myself getting married sia. Sure damn bai chi. Okie la. i admit, i childish. So me settling down? hmmm, weird. But eventually one day, i'll haf to, when i manage to find the Mr Right uh. But for me, when i graduate, firstly, i'll get my driving license. Den, i'll wrk to get a car. Den i'll think of settling down, perhaps, abt, 25? Aiyah, say say only. This kind cannot predict one. Like i said, if Meant to be, eventually will.

Okie, thats all. Preparing to go home. tml hols. WOOT. =D

2010-11-11T14:26:00.004+08:00

Cough Cough Cough!!!

Damnit. I had a really hard time trying to slp ytd night. i was lyk coughing for almost the whole night and it sux. I had no idea why my cough was so bad. Kept drinking water but still, lyk no use leii.

Fk le. I feel lyk im gng to get sick again. I jux gotten myself 2 days mc some whr ard last month, and this month, I think im gng to be sick again! Damn weak can. Why keep sick. Last time i seldom sick nw keep sick. Sick still okie lei. Can mc. Can rest. Can slp longer. BUT BUT BUT, I haf to eat medicine. Noo. I hate it. Yes i cant swallow it. zzz. Dont ask me why uh. Cux i ownself also dunno y. PLUS. MED IS DAMN BITTER LA. Also, if take too many days of mc, haf to pay back. Like for eg, my attachment ends at 3rd dec but if i were to take too many days of mc, i have to extend it ( meaning my attachment doesnt end at 3rd). <--- Damn lame. Nerd system.

Therefore, I cannot sick =<. W-h-a-t-e-v-e-r.

Love vs Freedom

2010-11-10T13:58:00.007+08:00

Today, i wanna blog about love vs freedom. Hey, the thing i blog may nt be true but its jux my thoughts. Like what the title says- Love vs Freedom. Why didnt i put Love & Freedom? Well, cux to me, these 2 will nvr be tgt, meaning, its either one or another.

Yup, lets talk abt the advantages of choosing love. Everyone wants the feeling of being loved and taken care of. The feeling of knowing that someone is always der for u (althou nt all can), being treasured, nt feeling left out and also noe that u're being appreciated. True? At the same time, freedom is another veri impt aspect.

Perhaps at the beginning of a rs (honeymoon period), one may think, "nah its okie, as long as she/he is with me, i'll be very happy and thats the most impt thing", or " i don need anything else as long as im with her/him". But once the honeymoon period is oveR?

My definition of freedom.- do the things i like. - Don haf think much abt any other factors. In short, do anything as and when i wan.

The reason why i say love and freedom can nvr be tgt is, Once u haf a partner, u haf to spare a thought for them, for eg, if you wanna go out with ur friend of opp sex u haf to consider if ur partner will get jealous or stuffs liddat. I mean its okie to get jealous, but still, u'll feel guilty for making them jealous, so u'll haf to think and think abt it. Thou some may argue that they're nt jealous, but okiee.

Next, u haf to keep them accompanied, which means, lesser own time to do what u wan. Eg. U realli wanna go out with friends, but ur another half wants to go out with u, so u haf to make a choice and stuffs liddat.

Also, whatever things or action u do, u haf to keep in mind that ur bf/gf wont be jealous.

Lastly, one may haf lesser time to do the things they like. For eg, for guys, they love gaming but their gf doesnt, and they haf to spend lesser time on it.

With these factors, I still don understand why some pple tell me tt both can be tgt. Okie. perhaps im nt experienced and onli know little abt it, but those are from what i observed and think. ( Im jux bloggin what i think and its nt abt me.)

So, what choice will you pple make? O.o

2010-11-04T14:57:00.004+08:00

Okie. Today, my morning didnt start out realli well. I was quite pissed off (don wanna mention), and my bus came late, so i was late for wrk. But hey, fortunately my supervisor wasnt around. muahahaha. i think he ard also wont scold de lor. he lyk hack care one. but he is nice thou. der was once when he had to do smth and will be driving past my place so he asked if i wan a ride home. <--- damn gd rite. =D

This afternoon, lunch at mac. GG la. so many monopoly thingy but still don haf my road =<. I WAN SHENTON WAY, THOMSON ALSO CAN. ARBO JOO CHIAT!. i wan win! not for the sake of the prize but for the sake of winning! of cux gt prize also happy la. but i wanna win bcux IT FEELS DAMN GD WINNING SMTH LA! =D

ANyway, today i wanna blog abt this word which is realli interesting --> jealous. HI. i guess most of us, or shd i say, EVERYONE, has been jealous for at least once. I dunno when was the last tym i gt jealous but ya, it was quiteeee long ago i bet. I saw this phrase on fb or smth, cant realli rmb, but it goes lyk this, " When guys get jealous, its kinda cute. When gals get jealous, world war 3 is gng to happen". true true?

To me, guys don get jealous easily. so imagine when they get jealous. DAMN FUNNY CAN. lyk they're supposed to haf the 'cool' face (guys all wan cool or act cool or whatever izzit), but instead, they jealous but cannot show out. OMG. i see i wan laugh. hehe. don say im evil. jux imagine it, u'll laugh. nvr laugh den nt my prob.
but, i mean BUT, if the guy jealous den scold u or blame u, can quarrel liao.

OKIE. but for gals. its different. and i mean realli different. we all noe gals get jealous realli easily, so when they are, they wont hesitate to show out. nth to be shy wat. DEN, JEALOUS = GG. WAR LIAO. they will dig out the past or anything they can think of and jux scold scold scold. sooo, does tt phrase make sense?

While im blogging, the aunty suddenly came to me and said " xiao mei, lai he milo", den i was rather surprised cux i tot milo/ coffee drink in the morning one, at least for me la. And also previously she make coffee for me also in the morning. But anyway, i replied " ohh xie xie" next she said " yao chi biscuit (dunno hw to spell the han yu pin ying) ma, den i said " ohh bu yao xie xie ni". <-- nice? ya. majority of the pple in the company damn kind =D In fact, i think i damn lucky lor. My wrk machiam = slack. last tym gt fb den they go block. KNS. but other than tt. nth much to complain. But next wk my supervisor say gt things to do liao, so, lyk sian lor. But still its okie.

TML HOLS. HOLS FTW~.
Thats all =D

2010-11-03T16:21:00.004+08:00

After soooo damn bloody long, im back to blogging. I think nobody will even read/ realize cux i havent been updating for soo goddamn long until i even forget my pw. (onli after lyk 8 tries, den i gt the correct one). OKIE but anyway, who cares. Im blogging cux im so damn bored so im blogging to waste tym. at wrk. no fb no youtube no nth. wtfuk. DAMN WTFUK. but okie la. i shall stop whinning becux my friends are even worst, they haf to carry stuffs and things liddat, so im still quite fortunate.

Recently, i have been thinking abt playing competitive dota. I like it when u're owning and pple are watching, but obviously i don lyk it when u tio own and pple see u la. althou i haf nvr experienced such things before, im realli lookin forward to it. Actually, last tym, i haf been thinking of this qn; shd i go into competitive dota?. I wanna try, but gave up the thought cux im afraid i will FRO. AND IT WILL BE DAMN PS LOR. esp for someone lyk me who cares alot abt pride. anyway, tis tym, i guess i'll gif it a try. realli. i gt players who are quite gd, (individually), team play i nt sure. sooo hopefully i wont FRO. heheh

Today, i went to mos burger to haf lunch. so damn nerd can. I FKING REMINDED THE AUNTY LYK HW MANY TYMS TT I DON WAN ONIONS CUX I NOE OLD PPLE SURE FORGET SO I REMINDED FOR A FEW MRE TYMS AND GUESS WAT, SHE STILL FORGET.! wtfuk sia. damn nerd. THE DRINKS also gif wrongly. JOKE. we ordered milk tea she gif ice lemon tea. i may sound realli bad saying old pple liddat but seriously lor, damn joke. since nobody will be reading this i jux scold mre for fun lor. i seriously think old pple shd jux stay at home and get children to tc of them AND NT WRK. if their children so cui don wan tc of them, den ll lor. but for me, my parents old i sure tc of them. HELLO. IM DAMN FILLIAL. <--- not fake.

With this, i shall stop whinning and cont reading my stomp or whatever thing i can find.~ at least i wasted lyk 5 mins of my tym. =D

2010-06-15T19:11:00.003+08:00

I guess, everyone wish that dere is someone to be there for them whenever they need, cheer them up when they are down, share their joy and celebrate when they are happy, understand them jux like hw they understand themselves. Isnt it? But does that someone realli exist? I guess no. Yea, its kinda impossible. Perhaps, we need to learn how to be independent? People keep telling me, they will be der~ always~ forever~ whenever~ wherever~ Yea, whatever. I guess don need such promises, neither do i wan it. Soo, I wont wish for someone to always be der for me whenever i need one, I jux wan some peaceful and quiet moment when im down.

2010-06-08T13:27:00.001+08:00

Hols Hols Hols~ =D I seem to like this '=D' alot. Damn cute. Anyway, hols, Im thinking, shd i dye my hair red or purple? o.0 I have been thinking abt tis before exams, during exam period and after exams. Still, I gt no idea. ANyway, woot, I checked my grade for lome and I gt an A!~ Hehe. I rmb getting onli 1 A before and tts for my accounting end sem exam. o.0 But anything la, pass i happy liao~ =D

2010-05-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

Okiee. After for like soooo long, Im back to blogging~! =] Main reason- im bored. Bored of surfing the net, bored of using fb, bored of dota-ing, bored of studying <--doing project, bored of playing itouch, bored of tis, bored of tt, in short- bored of everything. How i wish i can dont lose interest in smth tt quickly. Recently, Im into exercising =] Exercising at least 3 times a week, tt will be cool. Bought shoes and stuffs (quite a large amount of investment) so hopefully, yea hopefully~ I will make exercising my habit~! Today's singing session(with abit of zi lian-ing) was nt bad. Supposed to be doing project nw but i forget to take my thumbdrive!! Nt once but twice today. Siann. Shall end off here~.

2010-01-03T13:14:00.002+08:00

Year 2009 ended with a quarrel, so it wasnt a gd ending. 2010 didnt start out well either. I was nag by mother. This was wat happened. I was supposed to go out, and my mother complained tt i keep gng out, leaving my sister at home. But i wanted to bring her out jux tt she didnt wan to go so? Gng out is smt normal, but my mother said as if im doing smth wrong. So yea. didnt haf the mood to go out. But ltr on, things changed =]. I played dota and poker. guess wat. double ownage~! =].
The next day, I went to my friend's house to do project. Actually its nt a project la. Jux a draft. So ya. ltr on, k-box. Woot. Its was fun~!

2009-12-28T11:19:00.002+08:00

Start of sch. I wonder, hw will tis sem be. Hmmm, i rmb saying i wanna enjoy the last wk of my hols, but unfortunately, I was sick =[. Down with fever and sore throat. Had to take medicine and i hate tt alot =x. At home for christmas eve and christmas, but doesnt realli matter, cux usually i dont celebrate it. And when u're down or smth, realli, all the unlucky stuffs come. Rmb my new hp? Well, ders a prob with it. Have to change or repair or watever. Den my hp casing/ protector or watever, it was too tight. Tried to take out my hp from it, and guess wat, i broke my nails. haix. Thou i gt no fever nw, but my cough is realli jialat, and hopefully, it will cure asap =].

2009-12-22T17:38:00.002+08:00

1 wk of hols is over and yes, I.ve enjoyed my hols~ Playing and playing, woot. I forget when was it, but i went to dye my hair, brown. I wanted orangey brown, but when the colour came out, it look lighter than wat I've expected and its mre to the golden brown side. But anyway, it looks fine =].

Watched storm warriors 2 and avatar. Storm warriors 2 is rather boring cux its jux fighting and mre fighting, but on the other hand, avatar rocks~. I watched 3d version, so it feels kinda real and the show makes u go woot hw i wish i was der~.

I participated in my sch dota compy, tpcg. Its the first time joining a dota compy and the experience is quite cool. Saying abt dota, I think i kinda lost interest in it. Instead, im into l4d 2 and pookkerr~. For poker, its online and nt playing with real money so ya, im nt gambling =]. I dunno izzit temporary or watever, but yea.

Went to renew my hp plan today. Wohoo, I gt a new phone~. Its LG KM900. I had to pay additional $98 and im currently quite broke =x. Been spending alot during hols. But anyway, nw, I gt unlimited smses. hurray~

Less than a wk of hols left for me to enjoy myself, and when sch reopens, its a gg? Projects submission and end sem exams which is realli impt coming up, well, beta nt think of it. So let me spend my hols wisely =].

2009-12-10T19:20:00.002+08:00

After quite sometime, im back to blogging again. I dunno whether am i feeling emo, or its jux moody and confused over some stuffs, but ya, i gt no mood to study at all =[. Last few days, before my exam or smth, i will at least revise thru. But nw, i guess nt, no motivation. I dunno whether wat i did is right or wrong, but ya, whatever. Stress~

2009-11-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

Wohoo~ i found my missing pencil case after 1 wk. Its was in a corner of the classroom, and everything is still dere. Althou its onli a pencil case, but, the feeling of findin back smth u tot u've lost is quite, exciting. Hehe. Anyway, for fun and joy, im joining my sch dota event, tpcg =]. Jux nw, on my way home. Der was tis indian guy whos finger gt stuck. U noe, deres tis pole, saying, caution do nt put ur hand der or smth liddat. So when tis bus door was gng to open, i guess tt guy, put his finger der, den it gt stuck. Everyone was shouting, oi open the door. But the door is already open-ed jux tt tt guy hand was der so its blocked the door. He was shouting lyk omg, machiam damn pain, well, it is la =x. In the end, some pple went to pull open the door and managed to gt his finger out.

2009-10-29T11:42:00.002+08:00

Omg, im so careless and forgetful. I lost my pencil case i think 2 days ago and realized it onli at the next day. I think i left it under the desk in a classroom and forget to take it back =x. Next thing is, well, im currently in sch waiting for my lesson to start so i wanted to use ebuddy. Hmmm, tried many tyms before i can get the correct password to log on. Sian.

2009-10-23T16:29:00.002+08:00

Watched korean dramas dvd since morning and nw im here blogging, while waiting for pple to jio me dota. Korean dramas are realli quite 'addictive' cux when u watch it, u'll feel lyk watching till the final episode. Also, korean guys are so handsome! Thou i heard tt quite a no. of them went for plastic surgery, but yea, who cares. Woot. Plus, those stuffs they do in the shows are so romantic. Since its a show, hmm, i wonder, does it happens in real life? o.0 Anyway, i didnt go to sch today cux its a self declared hol. No specific reason why, but yea. My aim for tis sem -get gpa above 3. I seriously dont blieve in this theory whereby if u attend lects all the tym, u will do well. But nvm. Soo bored, again.

2009-10-20T20:29:00.001+08:00

Woot. So long didnt update my blog le. Was quite busy recently. Okie, let me start with my wrk. Its quite slack and fun, except tt i haf to wake up early everyday, but besides tt, yea, its a nice job. I find wrking dere mre fun than schling. Hmmm, nw tt sch haf started, sian. For tis sem, my timetable is quite gd =]. I onli haf 1 lesson on thurs which starts on 9am, other than tt, its 11am or later, which means, i can slp mre!! hehe =]. Anyway, today, its the so called cockroach day. Damn. They spray some chemical or stuffs to clean the place or smth i guess, and bcux of tt, soo many cockroach crawl out. Omgg. Its damn disgusting pls. I HATE the damn cockroaches. Ahhh. Nvm, beta nt think of it anymre.

2009-10-04T20:25:00.001+08:00

Wohoo. Jux came back from a dinner with my family. Ytd was my sister's bd, and so we had a realli wonderful dinner jux nw. Its realli nice to sit down, eat and talk tgt as a family. The older we get, the distance between us and our parents will be drifted further cux of, well, dere are many reasons. Althou smt i feel tt if i can live on my own, haf all the freedom i wan, tt will b realli gd, but come to think of it again, i guess i wont realli do tt cux yea, they are the ones who understands u and know wat u realli need =]. Anyway, I rmb in my previous post, i said tt i gt mood swings, nt in a gd mood or watever, and to my surprise, quite a no. of pple came to lyk so called 'cool' me down and some even ask me to vent my anger on them so tt i'll feel beta. Omg, was quite touched, and also kinda guilty =x. Thx for being so understanding pple =].

2009-09-26T21:45:00.002+08:00

Mood swing i guess. Im feeling so fking pissed off nw. Lyk wtf?!. Even small stuffs can make me feel so irritated. But of cux, dere're some realli retarded things tt onli made my mood worst. Ahhh. I jux feel lyk, well, i dunno wat i feel lyk doing. Its lyk u're realli sooo damn angry, and i meant, DAMN angry, yet u cannot realli do anything, and showing temper, scolding vulgarities doesnt help much. When im feeling realli frustrated, for eg nw, i seriously cant help but scold whoever who comes and irritate me, even if the person doesnt mean it. But after feeling beta, i'll feel quite guilty. But do note tt i dont mean whatever i say when i shoot someone, and pls, do nt take it seriously, cux yea, u cant control wat u say when u're feeling pissed. Shit tis man.

2009-09-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

After wrking for 3 days, i think im used to picking up calls already =]. For the first day of wrk, it was rather funny. The moment we went in the wrk place, we're supposed to lyk start picking up calls. Obviously, some of us, or rather, all of us were damn nervous. So it was lyk, whenever the phone ring, we will b lyk, whos ar? den some pple will start looking ard. Its quite funny, yet kinda scary. Imagine if its ur first day of wrk, and u dunno wat to say, worst still, imagine if tio those unreasonable callers, gg. But luckily, so far, majority of my calls were manageable =]. Tis job, I'd say, is quite relaxing. Cux most of the tym, i guess im either reading magazines, newspapers, listening to musics or smsing, until deres a call. Also, for the com, we cant excess to any websites, other than the company's website and paint =[. For the first tym, i find using paint fun =x. But yea, overall, its still quite alrite, or at least, easier than wat i've expected, and hopefully, it remains liddat =].

2009-09-22T14:50:00.002+08:00

Ytd, i went to watch tis show 'Gamer'. Its quite a cool show, but its rather confusing too. After the show, i spent abt quite sometime figuring out the ending part. Anyway, its abt tis game which uses human to control human. The ones being controlled are those prisoners and they haf to fight to the end to see whose the winner. Also, they added in quite a no. of high tech stuffs, which makes u go "wow cool". Hmm, sounds cool huh? But, its rather cruel by using real humans, but yea, tts the main purpose. Imagine if deres such a game, will dere be pple playing it? Well, if i gt a chance to play it, i guess i wouldnt cux its kinda scary although it looks cool. Althou the storyline is nt realli clear, its quite a nice movie thou. I would say, its somehw my type of show, bcux u wouldnt expect someone to come out with such an idea.

2009-09-19T11:52:00.004+08:00

Wohoo. Today i dont haf to wrk, and haf a long weekend until tues =]. Will be starting wrk on wed. Last 3 days, i've attended the training for the job thingy and ya, its quite slack. Its like having lects, jux tt the difference is we're being paid. Feels so nice nt having to wake up early. Anyway, the job i'll b doing will be to pick up calls from tax payers and yea, if i happen to encounter any rude or unreasonable pple, hopefully, i'll b able to control my temper =x. Well, its a mux actually. Kinda excited to start wrk, cux it sounds fun, yet at the same time, im quite worried. Imagine if they were to ask qns, and each tym they ask, den i'll haf to ask them to hold on to go check out the ans, it'll b weird. But yea, jiayou ba =].

2009-09-10T16:44:00.003+08:00

Today, im gonna post abt 3 things. My class pinic, my results and the job i'll be wrking next wk.

Wed was my class pinic. Expected abt 10-11 pple to go, but in the end, onli abt 5 went and yea, it was quite a disappointment, but anyway, thx for planning =]. The pinic was at east coast park and while we're eating, dere was a grp of pri sch student playing somewhere near. Cant realli find a word to describe them, but ya, they are realli cute and innocent, which makes me feel lyk being a pri sch kid again.

Ytd, i received my results. Just nw, i checked my gpa, and gt 2.94. Hmmm, kinda expected tt my results will lousier than last sem, cux i did nt attend alot of lects, or shd i say, cux im mre lazy =x. Anyway, im neither disappointed nor happy with the results, normal =].

Next wed, i'll be wrking o.0 . Surprised ba? Hee. Actually, im also quite confused cux i dunno y i've decided to wrk. The wrking hr is mon-fri, 8am-5pm. Sat, 8am-1pm. Its at novena. Quite no life leii. But nvm, since its for a month onli. Hope i'll be able to gain some precious experience =].

2009-09-06T21:01:00.001+08:00

Today, i went to watch blood ties. The show is quite nice. Actually, it depends on individual. If someone believe in ghost, they will find the show, quite nice, if nt, they will find it lame. Its about a couple, gt killed, and they die until bu ming bu bai (dunno hw to say it in eng), and yea, after 7 day, they're back for revenge so tt they can recarnate. For me, i do believe tt ghost do exist in this world, but as long as our conscience is clear, things shd be fine =].

2009-09-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

Woot, my ulcer cure le. Usually, i'll get an ulcer when i bite on it, but tis time, i gt ulcer when i woke up. Mayb i bite it when i was slping i guess, but yea, ulcer hurts alot. No ulcer ftw! Anyway, im beginning to like korean songs, esp those sound tracks from boys over flower. So cool =].

2009-09-01T16:35:00.002+08:00

I guess, im realli bored. Rained heavily today, and i stayed at home the whole day. Watched tv in the morning till abt 12plus, den i went down to get some drinks. Trim my nails and also polish it. Den, i ate my lunch. After tt, i went down to get some ice cream (thou i dont feel lyk eating, and didnt it eat either). Den, i played dota for abt 3 matches, den i stop, cux dont feel lyk playing anymre, so im rite here blogging. Hmmm, sounds bored huh? Actually, it is, but yea, it isnt a bad thing. At least, its much beta than rushing for time =].

2009-08-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

Ahh, my mouth hurts, or rather, its the ulcers tt hurts =[. I gt 2 ulcers (1 on the tongue, 1 in my mouth), its sooo pain =[. It hurts when i eat or drink. Sian. Applied the ulcer medicine yet it doesnt seem to help. Best way will be to put salt, but omgg, its gonna hurt alot and i think i wont be doing it =x. Hope it will heal soon =].

2009-08-29T18:54:00.001+08:00

Exams are over and hols are here. Planning to get a job during the hols, cux i've nth much to do either but i dunno if im able to. I keep saying tt if someone intro me a job, den i will wrk. Hwever, whenever deres a job introduced to me, somehw, i'll get an excuse and reject it. Hmmm, if tis goes on, i guess i wont be able to get one. (Well, most pple feel tt i'll be too lazy to get one too). I admit tt im realli lazy, and if one can keep gng out, slack, play all day, who wouldnt wan it rite? To add on, the main purpose for me to get a job is bcux well, my mother keep asking me to, and i wanna gain some experiences too, and nt realli bcux i need money, so its nt a gd motivation. Anyway, went to watch final destination 4, (3d), today. Its quite a nice experience except tt its a little giddy. Shd try it out =]. Also, managed to get my font back to its usual size thx to jeanette =].

2009-08-21T21:42:00.001+08:00

Today was my first paper. Hmmm, last minute doesnt realli wrk out all the time i guess. I had some of my notes blank, so i decided to go sch and copy from friend and take the exam straight away. But well, it was screwed up. It rained quite heavily, i missed my bus, dere wasnt any cab nearby, and yea, i was late for my exam =[. My exam was an open bk exam, and few qns tt were asked and i couldnt refer to my bk thou it was an open bk test bcux its blank!! Ahh!!. but nvm, its over =].

2009-08-14T20:32:00.004+08:00

Ahh, deres a prob with my blog. I cant change the font size =[. So the words are lyk bigger nw. Sian. so weird. But nvm, tried all means but doesnt wrk. Hmmm, nwadays, im realli soo forgetful. Okie la, i haf to admit tt im a forgetful person, but recently, it jux gt worst. Izzit a sign tt im getting old? Omgg. But nah, im still young, in my sweet 18 =]. Anyway, dere were few tyms when i rmb tt i needa do smth, den at the next moment, i jux lyk, cant recall wat i needa do. Also, ytd, after i off my laptop, i went to my room and was supposed to do smth. Den when i entered my room, i was lyk, y did i came here for. So i tried recalling but didnt managed to until today morning. Im those kind of person tt will try to think over and over again until i get it rite. So yea, i rmbed tis morning tt i went in to check if my thumbdrive was dere. Dumb sia. But nvm =].

2009-08-12T20:54:00.001+08:00

Exams are coming soon. I rmbed saying tt i'll study for this exam for smth liddat in my previous post, but yea, till nw, i've failed to do so. But well, i still gt like 1 wk to study rite? Crap. At first, i was realli determined to study 2 wks in advance before exams start, den, after giving some excuses to myself like, its still early to start studying, i've decided to study, 1 wk in advance. I realli hope tt i'll be able to. I jux gt tis last minute prob everytime and yea, its realli hard to change, perhaps tts jux me. I tot tt making a promise or smth will get me gng, yet, well, lets wait and see =x. I feel so tired, and de-motivated nw =[. There is tis 1 thing tt i realli realli needa settle it, before i have the mood to start on smth else. However, it cant be solved in lyk, a few days or watever (if onli it can). But yea, its okie. Life still goes on =].

2009-08-06T20:13:00.003+08:00

Woohoo, my jap role play is over. And also, woot, i've finished all my projects and done watever tt is supposed to be done, which means, im free. Free meaning, dere isnt anything tt im obligated to do =]. However, my exams are coming soon, which means, i haf to start studying. Ahem. Jiayou ba. To all my friends too =].

2009-08-03T17:03:00.002+08:00

Today, i did smth realli dumb. I have to say tt seriously, dere are 2 different person who look realli alike. Okie. I walked out of my classroom and was on my way to the bus stop. Den i saw tis guy who realli look lyk one of my friend, so i decided to say hi. I went to to him and said, Yo, why u sitting here. Den, tt guy looked at me, with the damn blur face and he was lyk huh? I looked carefully and realized tt he wasnt my friend. Omg!! Damn embarrassing pls. Frm tt, i've learnt a lesson. Make sure tt its the right person before acting cool =x.

2009-08-02T17:59:00.003+08:00

I jux quarrelled with my mother, so my mood isnt tt gd nw. Seriously, my mother is realli damn unreasonable at times. I seldom quarrel with her, bcux well, i do respect her. But sometimes, she is realli ... forget it, dunno hw to describe her, in short, it seems as if she gt nth beta to do and jux wanna find quarrel with u. Its freaking annoying esp when u didnt do any shit, and get nag for nth, which leads to a quarrel, and turns out to be ur fault again. Sounds realli stupid rite? Well, i realli dunno wat she is thinking abt. Its nt as if parents are rite all the time rite? So when they're nt, of cux, i wouldnt gif in and say they are, and does tis means tt im wrong? Well, if it is so, den its all crap. Ahh, watever. Tis sux, seriously.

2009-08-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

Ytd, i watched a movie called the hangover. Its quite nice and funny, and i recommend tt u all shd watch it =]. Hmm, 3wks, is nt a long period of tym, yet, its not short either. But it doesnt matter, cux watever it is, i'll be looking forward for u to return. Misses~.

2009-07-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

Today, i went to amk hub, and watched the murderer. The show, is kinda lame. Okie la, the way, they kill pple or watever, is still quite alrite, but the whole story kinda makes no sense to me. Hmmm, in the end, the muderer, was tis small kid, who has a body and look of a 10 yrs old kid, but, hes actually 40 yrs old. So, dere was tis part, whereby, tis small kid talked, and he sounded lyk, a 40 yrs old guy, which made him sound so manly. When they showed tt part, i was lyk, huh?! cmi?. So, he explained tt hes suffering from some weird illness known as " bu lao zhen", (translate to eng, is cant get old) meaning, his looks and size cant grow old, onli the mind. Seriously, gt such thing ar? If can, i wan stay forever like tis sia. Forever look lyk 18 yrs old, no wrinkles and stuffs, so cool. But yea, crap =].

2009-07-24T16:49:00.002+08:00

Ytd was my jap listening test, well, dont wanna talk abt it. Cui. And today, was my last presentation for tis sem =]. After tt, some of us went to pizza hut and eat, and yea. I didnt go for my lect ltr on, cux, well, firstly, im tired. Next, i wanna get smth for my mum to eat, and lastly, my leg hurts =[. Again, as usual, my leg gt blisters. I dunno y, whenever i wear covered shoes, it will hurt alot, and dere will be blisters on my legs. Its lyk, damn painful, yet, u haf to keep walking till u get home. Hw i wish, deres someone to carry me home =p. Jk. I wonder, if anyone has the same prob as me? Well, i can say tt its quite slack at the moment, (actually it is most of the time), but soon, it will nt b, cux somewhere ard aug, i'll be having my end sem exams, and yes, i'll study for it, cux i've promised someone tt i will, and yea, i will =].

2009-07-19T20:20:00.002+08:00

Omg. Once again, i rmbed the dates wrongly. I tot im having my presentation on next monday, when its actually tml. Holy shit, but well, nt the first time anyway. Till now, i dunno wat am i supposed to do, and i guess, it will be another last min wrk. Anyway, im so bored, entertain me pls =[.

2009-07-18T18:21:00.002+08:00

Well, smth happened today, and yea, im still thinking, WTF?! gt so zhun meh? Same place, same timing. Gg. But yea, lyk wat i've said, watever tt is supposed to happen, will eventually happen. Im sooo confused, troubled, and yea, a little pissed off. I dunno hw, and wat im supposed to do, but yea, no matter wat, i'll find a way. Dere are tyms when we have to face our own probs, so yes, i will. I do hope tt everything will turn out well, but even if it doesnt, it will still be the same. No worries =].

2009-07-12T10:52:00.003+08:00

Morninggg. Ytd nite, i slpt at abt 1plus. For me, its realli late. Im soo sleepy, yet, i woke up at abt 9plus in the morning. Wanted to go back to slp, but cant. Anyway, i watched the haunting in connecticut. Its based on true story i think, and i can say tt its quite nice. Shd go and watch it =].

2009-07-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

Omg. Today, i received my jap test. I failed. I gt 25/60. The feeling of faling is jux nt gd for me =[. I think, tis is the first tym i fail any test in my poly. At tyms, even when i dont study, somehw, i will manage to get at least a pass, but for tis tym, nah. I guess, im nt always tt lucky =x. Anyway, i've been thinking of smth. Mayb its coincidence, but ya, i dunno. I had a dream last nite. I dreamt tt i lost my comb. In the morning, first thing when i woke up, i went to search for my comb in my bag, and guess wat, its missing! I searched lyk everywhere in my house, but still cant find it. Its kinda strange, cux i dont rmb taking it out when im outside, but, nvm.

2009-07-08T16:32:00.003+08:00

I wanna intro a song which i think is realli nice. Its called 'new divide' by linkin park. I guess, most shd haf heard the song before bcux its from the movie transformers 2, Revenge of the fallen, and yea, its gd =]. Heres the link. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysSxxIqKNN0 . The song is lyk stuck in my head. Damn. So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean, let the floods cross the distance in your eyes~. Kk. Enough.

Anyway, today, im gonna blog abt my blog. 2 things i wanna say. Firstly, i blog bcux, i gt nth beta to do, and some would lyk to read it i guess. So, its okie if u all make comments, or watever, but pls, dont ask me to do this and tt for my blog, cux i wont. I do noe tt my blog gt lots of random stuffs, and tts bcux, i do haf lots of random thoughts. Most of my post may seem emo, but no worries, im fine. My life isnt tt emo neither am i uhappy with it. In fact, i find myself quite blessed. Thou i may nt b super rich or watever, but i do haf most things tt are needed, and im mre than satisfied with it. So yea =].

2009-07-07T19:20:00.002+08:00

Jux came back from my field trip. We went to a warehouse, somewhere in jurong. The trip was rather, hmmm, boring and tiring. Its boring bcux, basically, we jux look at the operations in a warehouse and nth much, and its tiring bcux, we had to keep climbing the stairs. Another thing was, when i came back, i gt lyk, 3blisters on my leg. Ouch. We had to wear covered shoes for safety purpose i guess, and i seriously dont lyk wearing shoes cux whenever i do, i'll get blisters=[. Of cux, i do not lyk wearing high heels either. I gt friends who lyk to wear high heels, and they will be complaining tt their legs hurts or stuffs liddat. However, they will still continue wearing it bcux dey find it nice. For me, i think, wats most impt is being comfortable in watever u wear. and yea, slippers are still most comfortable.

2009-07-03T17:33:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, its realli frustrating hw inconsiderate and lame other pple can get. Didnt wanna blog abt tis at first, but its getting mre and mre annoying, cux recently, i keep meeting such pple. Let me start off 3 days ago, which is on wed. I was waiting for bus, at the sch's bus stop. Den, there was tis car which came. Inside the car, there was tis retarded guy, with a watergun (its kinda big), shooting the water at those who were at the bus stop, as the car drove past. If hes a small kid, well, i wont say much. But, the guy was ard 18-23, i guess. Damm lame rite? Nvm.

On thurs morning, i was on my way to sch. As usual, ard 8plus, the bus will be damn packed,but I managed to get on the bus. On the bus, i saw tis woman, occupying 2 seats. As in, she was sitting on the centre of both seats. She could haf moved in so tt others can get on the bus isnt it? I dont think her butt is tt big tt she need to occupy both seats, by yea, dere are weird pple ard.

Den today, on my way home from sch, i was seriously damn pissed off with tis indian guy. He was chatting on the phone damn loudly, or rather, i shd say, shouting. Machiam the whole bus his grandfather own. There was tis guy on the bus who was also quite irritated i guess, and he shhhhh damn loudly, but well, he was ignored.

But actually, those are still nt tt bad. I rmb there was once, when i was walking to the bus stop, i pass by a void deck and i saw smth worst. I saw used sanitary pads, sticking on the wall. Gg, nth to say. I mean, why are those pple so retarded? By doing tt, wat can dey gain? Such pple shd seriously go bang wall. Everyone wants a clean environment to live in, and by making others place dirty, its seriously damn stupid. If everyone think before doing smth, i guess, everything will be much beta.

2009-06-29T19:03:00.003+08:00

Okiee. Today, i received back all my results, and yea, i was quite pleased with it cux i managed to pass all. I was rather satisfied with it cux i tot i'll fail those thoery subjects but i didnt. I was actually kinda surprised cux i didnt study for it,and my mind was lyk blank when i saw the test paper, but yea, crapping in test sometimes do help. My marks range from 50plus to 70plus =]. I could haf done beta if i revise thru my wrk, but yea, its onli mid sem, so its nt realli impt. Will study for my end sem exams, i hope =x.

2009-06-24T19:26:00.002+08:00

Ytd nite, i had tis random thought. Life is unpredictable. We can die anytime, for eg, i may die at the next moment without any reasons, well, who noes. Since all of us will die one day, its kinda contradicting why are we afraid of dying isnt it? Adding on all the different funny stuffs lyk viruses coming up, gg, the world is probably coming to an end. We shd treasure the present and not always wait for the next tym cux u'll nvr noe wat will happen. Do wat u realli wish to, love ourself, show ur love to those u wan to, lets show tt we care =].

2009-06-21T18:04:00.003+08:00

2 weeks of hols are over tml and yea, as usual, time passes realli fast. By rite, sch starts tml but i think im gonna self declare for 2 days and sch will start on wed for me =]. Today is father's day and woot, we're gng to haf steamboat ltr. But for teenagers lyk us, wat day shd we celebrate? Hmmm, theres a youth day for us but yea, who celebrates it? To be honest, i kinda miss those tyms when i was young, cux we gt children's day! So cool. But well, we do grow up =].

2009-06-17T16:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, parents are realli ... hmmm, cute? Cant find an exact word to describe them. For me, my father doesnt realli interfer much but smt, my mother will. At tyms, she will nag at me when i keep gng out, complaining tt i nvr accompany her, but when im at home, she will ask me, why didnt i go out. Whatever it is, they jux gt smth to say. But afterall, they do care =]. Another thing is, i dont understand why do some pple keep making promises when they dont even intend to keep it? Izzit very fun or wat? Well, i find it realli childish and irritating. Always? Forever? i think it actually means nvr? But yea, whatever.

2009-06-10T18:55:00.002+08:00

Tym is precious, yes it is. Yet, we spend quite a portion of our tym waiting. Waiting for things, waiting for pple, waiting for this, waiting for tt. Whatever it is, its jux simply waiting and mre waiting. But at tyms, we gt no choice but to do so. Pple say gd things goes to those who wait, izzit realli true? Im someone who doesnt realli haf much patience and obviously, i hate waiting. But if its waiting for smth i realli lyk, smth i hope will happen, or someone i love, i guess im willing to. Afterall, it shd be worth it i think. As long as we are living, we will be spending our tym waiting, and yea, i'll be waiting =].

2009-06-09T17:13:00.002+08:00

Slping is jux soo nice. I think, i spend abt half of my day slping. Usually, i'll slp at abt 10plus 11pm, and wake up abt 10am in the morning. So roughly, i slp abt 11 hrs a day. Slping is the best time to rest but i dont see y pple wait till soo late den they get to bed. For me, i doubt i'll b able to. I guess its a habit from young. So disciplined rite? Hee, but to some, i don look lyk one cux they say i gt the 'ah lian' looks and i dunno y. But pple, im a gd gal. ahh crap, nvm. hee =]. Anway, im wondering, is our future planned for us or do we control our own fate and future? I used to believe tt we plan our own future cux its the decisions we make tt affects it, yet sometimes, smth are lyk so coincidental and jux happens as if everything tt will happen, will eventually happen. So confusing but yea, nvm, its jux a random thought anyway =].

2009-06-04T13:57:00.002+08:00

Mid sem is over which means hols are here.woot.tts the best part of sch..hols =]. Anyway, i think i screwed up most of my papers. To start off, my lscm was quite alrite i guess, since it was an open book test. Next was my om. I dunno wth they are asking abt cux its basically theory and memorising and if u didnt study, its confirm a gg. Also, the lect room was super cold pls and i kept sneezing, so i jux wrote wat i tot of and left the room early. The next day was my management science (my fav sub), but i made careless mistake and didnt study for wat i tot wont come out. I mean, seriously, if i knew, i will study!!. Last paper was purchasing and it was a semi open book test, so i tot, it would be quite easy, but somehw, it wasnt. Theres nth i can do nw, yet, somehw i dont regret for nt studyin. I think im jux lookin forward for the hols. During this 2 wks hols, i wanna trim my hair (i think i will b gng ltr), and mayb re-dye my hair? Nth much to b done, which means, tis hol is jux slacking and relaxing =].

2009-05-29T16:42:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, when u keep doing smth, it realli bcomes a habit and u'll find it difficult or mayb, weird, when u're nt doing it. It may seem lyk an excuse, but nah, tts wat i feel. I haf to admit, tt im not a realli gd gal or wateva angel. i skip lects and stuffs liddat but yea, who cares. This wk, is my so-called, revison lect. I wanted to go for all my lects tis wk, but obviously, i failed to do so. I jux feel tt its unnecessary to go lects, and find it a waste of tym. Well, i dunno y.

Ytd was my jap presentation. I rmbed the date for my jap wrongly as last wk and by right, i shd haf plently of tym to prepare for it. As usual, i went thru my stuffs at the last min, when im in class. Gt tis guy once told me, hey cheryl, ur character is mre lyk a guy in some ways, compared to a gal. So im lyk, why? The reply was, cux gals usually always chiong hw, quite hardwrking, seldom last min. Hmmm, wateva. Who says gals mux be hardwrking? Who says gals mux always plan? Guys, keep expecting so much frm gals. no offence=].

Anyway, jux nw, i tot, i wanted to be a gd gal. So after i came back frm sch, after bathing and stuffs,i took out my operation management notes and lie on my sofa. At first, i was able to focus. But at the next moment, i found myself thinkin of random stuffs lyk, wat shd i wear tml, wat tym shd i start using the com blabla. Den, my mother came, she was lyk, eh, nvr go use com meh? ltr test ar. So i replied, nah, monday. Next, she said, monday u nw study? so guai? im gng strike 4d tonite. Ahhh, wateva. Even my mother also noe me for my last min wrk. So yea, i guess, i'll stick to last min wrk cux its nt realli a bad thing also. Its jux me=]. So nw, im here using my com. Wasted my tym when i could haf jux played my game.

2009-05-26T17:42:00.002+08:00

I feel that the weather nwadays is so humid and shitty. Keep sweating and haf to bath frequently to keep myself cool (3-4tyms a day). Feel so tired and i do wish i can jux lie on my bed in my air con room without having to do anything else. I think also bcux of the hot weather, i get pissed off easily. My exams are starting next wk, yet, i havent start on anything. I kept saying tt mid-sem is nt impt and the next moment, i'll be playing my games. I seriously do need motivations and determinations to get started. Wat am i supposed to do nw, or rather, how shd i get myself to start studying, or at least start readin some of my notes.

2009-05-20T18:07:00.001+08:00

Ytd, i managed to finish up my projects, get some of my notes, and today, im gng to finish up my management science tutorial today (damn,such a gd gal) cux i gt interest in tt sub and another reason is tt i can leave earlier if i complete it. Also, wat made my day ytd was i managed to solve the internet prob, gt most of the stuffs set up in my laptop and yea, damn, im smart. Hee. Things seem to be gng the way i wan and hw i wish it continues liddat.

2009-05-19T15:52:00.003+08:00

I realized i gt many things tt i've nt done and it keeps dragging cux im jux too lazy to do anything abt it. Slacking, playing and relaxing all the time, isnt it gd? Yes, it is, but sadly, i cant do tt all the tym. So, i made today my self-declared hol and tried to settle my stuffs. For jux sch wrk itself, i gt my jap project presentation tis thurs, lscm project due next wk, print my notes, and lots of tutorials to do. Dunno y, but im quite enthu to finish up my stuffs today and hopefully, tis 'enthu' mood will last.

2009-05-14T15:36:00.002+08:00

Woot, changed my ezlink and collected my fujitsu laptop today =]. Its heavy plus my bag, but yea, its was worth it. After i gt my laptop, my mum came asking me, why did u get a laptop for? Hmm, i haf a desktop and by rite, a laptop is nt realli needed cux i'll use it for games and nth else. But yea, i think i bought it cux, i wanted one, nth else =x.

2009-05-13T16:03:00.002+08:00

Im feeling kinda moody, confused and at the same tym, hungry and tired. Well, i didnt go for my tutorials today cux i dont feel lyk. Im trying to change the habit of doing things by my mood, cux its bad and, its kinda hard to get the right mood to do the right things. But tts nt the onli reason y i didnt go to sch. Anyway, i've been playin dota since the morning and haf nt eaten anything. Im nt a dota addict or wateva, cux i do haf a limit when im playin. Jux tt, smt, i tend to think alot and dota-ing prevents me frm doing tt. I'll also be happy if i win and yea, managed to win almost all today, so im feeling much beta than morning. I saw smth ytd, smth which made me think for the whole nite. I tried persuading myself tt im thinkin too much, but cant help but to think even mre. Life itself has no meaning. We learn to study, wrk for money, and in the end, its all for nth. Adding on all the probs and obstacles faced, its onli makes life mre meaningless and stressful. Nvm, shall go find smth to eat and dont worry, i'll b fine soon =].

2009-05-12T16:49:00.002+08:00

I had this realli funny dream. I wouldnt call it a nitemare cux i dont find it scary. Well, i dreamt tt i was on this cool car with my sis. It looks like a normal car, but wat makes it cool is tt pple cant break in the car, meaning, it cant be destroy, smash, damage or watever. The next thing i saw was, the car was moving on tis island whereby its kinda surrounded by zombies. We were moving forward until jason appeared with an axe trying to get us, den i woke up. (U'll noe who jason is if u watched friday the 13th). Nice show thou. Smts, i'll get these kinda weird dreams tt are unlikely to happen. I imagined, wat if it realli happens, hmm, sound cool huh? Hee.

2009-05-09T10:12:00.002+08:00

Ytd, i almost gt bang by a car twice, but fortunately, i was lucky =]. Den i wondered, wat if one day im nt tt lucky, will i haf any regrets if i die. Well, we onli live once. Isnt it beta to do watever we wan, live everyday as if there is no tml, rather than to stress ourselves with studies and doing things tt we do nt wish to? Yea, i think so =].

2009-05-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

Have u ever wondered wat u're gng to do if ur hp is nt wrking or lost? Damm, my hp spoilt today morning and im lyk jialat, no hp gg. Hp is lyk a mux-haf kind of item to me. I dunno why, but yea, im used to having it with me. Managed to get a spare phone but its nt sumsung, so had probs using it. Damm sian, for no reason, my hp spoil.

2009-04-30T21:25:00.002+08:00

Today, i had my japanese tutorial. I kinda regretted taking tt as my cds cux we haf to study it and learn to memorise those words, meaning, no skipping of lects and tutorials. But i think i wont be bothered. I took tt sub cux i find it cool, but when i looked at the time slot, its bad. Im quite a last minute kind of person and will usually chiong before my exams but for tis sub, i cant do tt =[. Needa be a gd gal and start revising my work mre often already and i hope, i'll be able to =].

2009-04-25T12:16:00.002+08:00

Ytd was my lom orientation. During the orientation, we played games and gt to know each other names (but i cant rmb their names), and yea, it was rather lame. The worst part was, of all pple, i was chosen to be the mascot for the class. I had to so called wear the 'costume' tt were made of newspapers, magazines, black thrash bags and stuffs made by my class, damm, its freaking retarded. Imagine, having to wear those stuffs and pose or do some shit stuffs in front of 100 over pple in the lect room, omg, its sooo embarrassing. It has been quite awhile since i received such attention. I rmb last tym when i used to perform, dance and receive awards on the stage, i'll get such attentions too and i wouldnt mind, but for nw, i dont enjoy such attentions. I would rather be like a normal student =].

2009-04-22T16:38:00.003+08:00

3rd day of sch today and as usual, its tiring. Gotta listen to the boring lects (sit until butt pain) wake up early and squeeze in the crowded bus, boring. Long breaks in between the lects so yea, went shopping with friends at tampines 1. Anyway, didnt manage to change my cds and i haf to stick with my sucky time-table. zzz. My lom course consist of onli abt 100plus pple and for every lect, its the same pple. Feel so 'lifeless' nw. Damm, i need some motivations.

2009-04-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

Its realli funny hw blur i can get smt. This was wat happened. I rmb saying tt im having an orientation today. Well, ytd nite, i was sitting on my sofa wondering if i shd go for it. My elder sis came up to me and started a conver so i asked for her opinion and showed her the sms. She was lyk 24th nt next wk meh? ... Ya hor! Its next wk. I've been looking at the sms for several tyms but i still didnt realize tt. Hmm, am i realli tt blur? Yea, mayb i am.

2009-04-16T16:44:00.002+08:00

I saw my time-table and my reaction was WTF?!. I mean seriously, im kinda pissed off with it cux, its realli lyk shit. I gt 3 hrs break at somedays, and one 5 hr break on thurs. Damm, wat the hell am i supposed to do during those long breaks. The breaks are unnecessary and it onli drags the amount to tym i haf to waste in sch till 6. But, nth much i can do either. Hope i can change my cds and probably haf a better timing.

2009-04-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

Exactly 4 mre days before sch reopens, and im nt realli looking forward to it. Thou i keep complaining tt hols is boring, but im kinda used to it. Im used to lying on my comfortable bed, slping till 10am, gng out when i feel lyk, play dota or watch tv when i gt nth to do, and slack wheneva i want. When sch reopens, i'll haf lesser tym to do those stuffs =[. Received a sms frm my sch ytd saying tt there will be an orientation tis fri and im still thinking if i shd go anot. Anyway, my friends told me tt yr 2 is gng to b a realli stressful yr with lots of projects, exams and stuffs. Damm, i dont wan the hols to over =[. But nvm, cux gng to sch might be less boring i hope =].

2009-04-14T16:02:00.002+08:00

Izzit easier to get sick during hols? I dont usually get sick but for this hols, im already sick for abt 3 tyms. Also, ytd nite, i gt a headache and fever and i cant get to slp athou im tired. The air-con is cold and im having a fever, it feels terrible =[. Took a fever med and felt abit beta tis morning. I seriously hate taking meds cux i cant swallow it, and its realli bitter. Well, i cant go out and dont haf the mood to play, haix, emo =[. Think i shall go rest soon cux my whole body is aching. Hope to get well soon =].

2009-04-10T19:35:00.002+08:00

Im kinda pissed off, yet nt angry. Weird explanation but yea, tts wat im feeling rite nw. Theres a prob with my garena cux it will close down whenever a game is ended. Then, i'll haf to wait to get into a ladder room again. I've tried to reinstall it, but doesnt seem to help. (If u gt a solution to tt prob, plsss tell me.)

2009-04-09T00:47:00.000+08:00

Went cycling at ecp ytd and thankfully, the weather was quite gd. Cycled all the way for 2hrs and yea, my butt and leg hurts, but im fine today =]. 2nd task completed and last one left which is taking my theory test for driving. I doubt i'll be able to get it done before sch reopens bcux im realli lazy to take it alone. My friends are either nt interested in driving or under 18 =[. Guess i've to wait for my other friends to turn 18 so we can take it tgt. When i asked my friends y dey dont wanna drive next tym, most of their replies were bcux dey would rather get a bf or husband to drive them cux guys dont lyk those gals who drives. Dont sound logical to me, but izzit true? Anyway, i've set a target for myself- get my driving license before 21 and a car probably before 26. Thou i onli gt 1 goal nw, but its beta than nth. Will think of mre next tym =].

2009-04-07T07:55:00.000+08:00

Finally, my blog is completed and of cux, thx to my didi =]. At least, 1 task is done. Feeling quite moody today but i dunno y. Mayb bcux of tt, i gt no mood to do anything. Probably bcux of the rain i guess cux i think its easier to get emo on raining days. And it gt worst when i lost 2 dota matches. I noe losing is nt realli a big deal, At normal days when i lose, i'll still be laughing and stuffs but yea, for today, i jux feel lyk gng to watch my tv or mayb emo for awhile. But will be fine after awhile =].

2009-04-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

Watched Shinjuku Incident today and yea, its a nice show, shd go and watch it. Rained quite heavily today but luckily i didnt get caught in the rain. Nth much to write already. Will update it when i gt mre things to post =].

2009-04-05T10:44:00.000+08:00

Jux came back from my uncle's wedding. It has been quite awhile since i attended a wedding and yea, its sooo romantic. Watching couple bcoming husband and wife, listening to love songs and seeing a smile on everyone's faces, so nice. Saw some actors and actresses dere cux my uncle is an actor. There was a funny part during the ceremony. It started for abt 5mins and it began to rain. So yea, can imagine everyone rushing to the shelter. Luckily i was sitting in the 2nd row, so i gt to the shelter faster =]. I think, wedding mux be a realli special and impt occasion for everyone cux its mostly once in a life time. Also, its one of the happiest day for the newly-wed. Quite an enjoyable day =].

2009-04-04T12:50:00.000+08:00

I went to marina barrage today to celebrate my friends bd. The place is quite nice but boring. I think its mre suitable for couples to go dere =]. Anyway, we sang bd songs, cut the cake and eat it. There were few pieces of cakes left over and yea, they used the it to throw at pple. Tried to escape but failed to do so and dere were cakes on my hands, shirt, short and hair. Luckily my face didnt kana cux its realli disgusting. Went to eat and slack at other places ltr. Overall, it was quite fun =].

2009-04-03T06:05:00.000+08:00

I went to watch the unborn ytd. The show is nt realli interesting and scary, but yea, its still quite alrite. There are quite a no. of nice movies showing out dere and there are 2 shows ( Shinjuku incident and Detroit metal city ), which im interested in. Anyway, 17 mre days before the sch starts and i realli would lyk to haf 3 things done. Firstly, complete my blog. Next, go cycling and lastly, take my theory test for driving. This 3 tasks may seem quite easy, but yea, im realli lazy and it will take me quite awhile to get it done.

2009-04-02T09:19:00.000+08:00

Why do we haf dreams? What does it mean when u dream of someone? Will dreams realli happen or izzit jux the opposite of reality? Sometimes, i wouldnt mind 'living' in my dreamland and not waking up if im having a sweet dream =]. But of cux, its realli frightening when u're having a nightmare. Several tyms, i dreamt tt all my teeth dropped off and its realli veri scary. But yea, fortunately, its jux a dream. It reminded me of those tyms when i was younger, and i had to pull the tooth tt was dropping off. I rmb my parents told me before tt dere was once dey had to spend ard 1k plus jux to extract one of my tooth. I hate visiting the dentist and will try to avoid the dental visit in sch last tym but cant =[. But luckily, dere are no dental visits in poly =].

2009-03-31T08:09:00.000+08:00

When parents quarrel, children are the ones who suffer. So true. My parents dont always quarrel, but when they do, it will for for at least an hr. Wonder hw come they gt so much to nag abt. The worst part is, they keep repeating the same thing everytime they quarrel, and its realli over some trivial stuffs. I wonder if they quarrel bcux they're unhappy or quarrel or the sake of quarrellin, cux at tyms, their quarrels will end up in laughter. Luckily, dey will patch things up in less than a day. But anyway, didnt get to slp until 2 plus ytd nite and i think, i'll either nt eat or haf cup noodles for today, cux my mum wont b cooking =[.

2009-03-30T12:25:00.000+08:00

I've been gng out qite often these few days. Supposed to make gd use of my hols lyk, probably learn some new stuffs, or earn some money, but its abit too late. Shopping, watching movie, playin arcade, ktv, slacking and eating. Yea, tts wat i usually do. I think, tts wat we do when we're out. Is dere anything else to do beside those? Anyway, i went to trim my hair ytd. Tot of cuttng it short but didnt cux i miss my long hair =]. When i gt home, i gt nth beta to do, so i decided to read tis story bk (chicken soup for the teenage). As usual, after reading for smt, i fell aslp. To b honest, i didnt manage to finish reading a story bk before (those with at least hundreds of pages). For many tyms, i've tried to keep myself awake while reading a bk, or concentrate for at least an hr when studying, but failed to do so. I gt a younger sis who spends most of her tym studying quietly by herself and i find it kinda amazing. Those who came to my house before, i think u will noe wat im saying. Mayb tts hw she gt her top few position every yr =].

2009-03-26T05:52:00.000+08:00

Since this is my blog, i post to express my feelings and nt to please everyone who reads it, so im gng to b honest and straightforward. Smt i wonder, will it b beta if most guys dont exist. I noe its kinda unfair for me to make tis statement cux there are still gd guys ard (mayb 2 or 3 out of 10? ), but i will still think it tt way. Well, i dont hate all the guys, im onli pissed off with guys who always make gals shed their tears for them. Since its smth tt happened to my friend, i will nt post it. I realli do admire guys who are reliable, devoted and faithful. Faithful meaning, always being dere for tt someone. I think tts wat loving someone is abt. If i lyk a guy, i guess i will do the same, even if we're nt tgt. I dunno if its onli hw i feel or dere are others who agrees with me, i feel tt such guys are kinda hard to find. Nwadays, pple get into relationships for fun, and i find it lame. I tot tt relationships shd b serious and stable. Hmmm, mayb its abit conservative, but tts wat i think =].

2009-03-23T06:10:00.000+08:00

Ytd nite, i couldnt get to slp, so i lay on my bed and tot of some random stuffs. One of it which came to my mind was wat will i be wrking as in the future. My mind went blank cux i dont haf an ans for tt qn. Theres nth tt im interested in except for slacking and playin but there isnt a job tt pays u to do tt. Well, i guess i realli needa find a goal so tt i wont b leadng such aimless and meaningless life. Each day is jux another day. I'll either be gng out or stayin at home, and im kinda sick and tired of doing the same thing over and over again. Also, im realli bored of saying bored, but i cant find another word to describe it. Perhaps, I realli shd find smt interesting to do before i turn into someone with no life, or mayb i am already.

2009-03-21T05:11:00.000+08:00

Last week, i gt my results and scored a gpa of 3.2. I was rather pleased with it cux i've made an improvement, thou i've studied lesser. Received some cash frm my parents, and with tt i decided to reward myself =].Went shopping with my friend and bought a zinc bag ytd =]. Anyway, gt nth much to eat at home, cux my mother went out, so i ate cup noodles (tom yam flavour). Woah, its quite spicy, so i drank coke. Tt was a rather stupid choice cux the spiciness gt worst. Den i found out tt carbonated drinks doesnt help. Sound so dumb =x.

2009-03-19T09:05:00.000+08:00

Today, quite a no.of interesting things happened. We went to the cathay to eat, den went to play arcade, and ltr lan shop to try out the left4dead but didnt manage to, so we played dota instead. Jux after the lan tym was over and we were abt to leave the lan shop, the whole parklane blackout. Many pple were complaining and yea, i was dere laughing instead, but i dunno why. Hee. Anyway, on my way home, i almost gt bang by a car =x. I didnt pay attention to the traffic light cux i was daydreaming, and i saw tis guy crossing the road so i jux continue to walk. When i was on the middle of the road, tis car suddenly horn and drove off. I was rather shocked and looked at the traffic light. OMG, it turned red already. The rest of the drivers were quite nice as they waited for me to cross over be4 moving on, so i tot its already green light cux the cars were nt moving excpt for tt one. So embarrassing =x. When i was abt to reach my house, tis old man came to me and spoke in hokkien sayin hes lost. Hmmm, nvr encounter such thing be4 so didnt noe hw to react at 1st, esp when i saw the old man lookin so nervous. I started askin the old man where he stays and wat he replied was dunno. Well, hw am i supposed to noe also =x. I continued asking for abt 20 over tyms and FINALLY, he told me the block, so i took him there. For the 1st tym, i find myself realli patience. Hehe =].

2009-03-18T06:19:00.000+08:00

During hols, i'll usually wake up at abt 10am. But for today and last 2 days, im already awake before 8.30am. I'll be lying on my bed, doing nth, bcux theres a renovation or smth gng on at the 5th floor (im staying on the 4th floor), and its realli freaking noisy so i cant get to slp =[. If im nt wrong, the renovation will start at abt 8am and end at abt 10am. Smt i wonder, why do these people plan on such funny timing? I mean, dont they haf to slp or smth, well, at least others have to =P. What makes it worst is, there are no interesting programs on the tv and i gt nth to do. Its realli annoying when u've to listen to the noises, when u can have a nice and soundly slp. But anyway, will get over it soon.=]

2009-03-17T04:57:00.000+08:00

I've decided to start posting today, thou my blog is nt completed, cux im realli veri bored. It is also one of the reason why i chose to create a blog. Lyk to thank my didi for helping me out with my blog. Hes been such a great help. Thx!=]. This hols isnt a gd one cux i've done nth much. Supposed to look for a job, but didnt, and i guess i wont, cux im too lazy. Almost 1 month of hols is over, and i've been spending most of my time at home cux of the rain and some lame reasons. Firstly, i sprained my leg, den sore throat, bad cough, flu and nw sick. Wonder wats next. To add on, my air con spoilt ytd nite. But still, i managed to fall aslp cux i was realli too tired. Gonna haf it repaired by today. Bad things realli keep happening when u get unlucky. Hope things will get better, so i can enjoy the rest of my hols before sch reopens. =]